February 2, 2011

Wah Wah Weigh in.

Ok so todays check in day. And if this was a graded test, is get a big fat F! Sometimes I wonder what in world I was thinking starting this challenge. Losing weight is next to impossible for me. I fluctuate up and down 5 lbs. But can't seem to go any lower.

I have stuck to my goal of cooking at home, very well. Except last weekend. I have noticed that I'm wanting to eat when I'm stressed. And in my world, that's like every other hour of the day. I haven't stuck to my exercise goals though. I've felt the urge to run. The stress is just built up inside of me, but my treadmill isnt "available" to use, and I can't find the motivation to go out. Ofcourse today its just downright ridiculously cold out. Excuses excuses! I know.

I wanted to give up on the challenge. Last week was so insanely crazy that I don't even remember if I checked in or not. But I don't want to give up either. So here I am. All 158.6 lbs of me. I need to do my measurements, but I know that I'm retaining water, so is rather not dig my hole any deeper tonight. I should probably just do this on my own, since there is so many health issues working against me. Like I said, I probably shouldn't have even joined. Ugh, I'm so indecisive toight! Must be my meds!

I'm trying to get my menu plan done early. This time I will be sure to add in breakfast and lunch too. No more random snacking! Anyone care to share a favorite recipe?
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