June 29, 2010

Changing it up

OK well I was bored and decided to change the look of the blog up a bit.  Not quite what I had pictured in my head but it will do for now.  This is all I could do during the little mans 15 min nap and while my oldest was distracted by cartoons. 

Today wasn't the worst of days.  I got to play a bit on the actual computer, usually I'm online though my phone.  But a fussy 1 year old and a sassy 5 year old, don't leave much room for me time.  As I'm typing, the older one is pulling the baby around in the laundry basket.  They sure know how to have fun!  A little creativity and imagination go a LONG way with these two!  I really need to make more of the days.  I know what I want to do, but it seems like the whole universe is fighting me.  When I finally have the energy, the boys are in no mood.  And when everyone is ready to go, I can barely pull myself together.  I'm just so ready to get us all on the same page.

One more week till vacation.  My parents and little sister will be here for two whole weeks.  And I cant wait! I'm looking forward to seeing my mom.  I really hope that being here with us will help her.  Is been way to long since I have seen her last.  She will be seeing Alex for the first time.  And my Dad will be here too.  God am I looking forward to cooking with him.  When I was younger I remember rolling my eyes when he made me cut the vegetables and would talk about cooking.  Now I wish he was closer so I could soak it all in.  I'm cant wait to whip up some liver friendly meals with him.  And last but not least is Bug.  My baby sister. Words cannot express how much I love this kid.  Well shes not really a kid anymore.  Shes a beautiful young woman and I see so much of myself in her.  Don't know if that is a good or bad thing.  Growing up, my little brother and sister were what kept me going.  And now even though I have 2 little boys of my own, I still worry about those two like they are my own.  I just wish I could be there for them more.  Jeff and Bug if you read this, you better not be crying or worrying.  Everything will be fine.  I know this to be true.  I am a better person because of the two of you. 

I have no idea where this post was going, so I'm just gonna call it.  Here's to hoping that the week goes by fast and vacation goes as smooth as I can only hope it can.  I hope you are all having a good week so far.  Much love.

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